Invisible Teenager Boy

why am i invisible? i should ask you that question.... When you need help, i am there to give you a hand... When you are stress out, i am there for you to treat me like a punching bag.. When you want to release your anger, i am there to give you myself, you can do whatever you want to do at me... When i am in trouble or need help, you all start acting like i do no exist anymore... When i shout for help, you all don't hear me at all.. When i am stress, you don't see me at all... Why?!?!? Why are you all acting like that? Even though you all can see me and i approach up to you, you all will act so differently... If i don't approach up to you, when i stand somewhere far far away enough from you all, you all will start acting the way you always act... and you all don't even bother about me at all... i always feel so sad... there is nothing i can do about that. WHy!?!?! Until now, i don't know the answer yet... This is what i always tell myself, " Aik Thai, there is nothing you can do about that... just let it be.. just continue what you are doing. I'm sorry and sad to say this but this is the fact, and you must face it no matter what." This is what i have been telling myself... What do you want me to do in order to get your attention??? I am not so stupid to do dumb stuff or embarass myself in FRONT of so many people. I just don't get it. Sometimes you all will just ignore me, sometimes you all will just make me feel so welcome until i had hope on you but actually it back-fired myself instead. i really want to know why are you doing this to me? Is it because i hurt you? Or i did something which you don't like it?? PLEASE tell me!! i am so desperate to know.. everyday i ask myself why? or you all feel so comfortable hurting me? is it fun just to treat some people like a dog? why why why??? sigh... invisible teenager boy has to leave now. :'(