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Friday, January 28, 2005

finally can use the net

no, my comp is still not yet fix. using my sister laptop, currently listening to Ryan Cabrera, True * so like that song * .. feeling wat right now? blur as in wondering in my own little world.. i don't know wat i wan to write in my blog but everytime when i am not using the net, i feel like i have a lot of stuff to write out but the minute i on the comp/laptop, everything all disappeared. sigh.. >.<

hm, i want to update what been happening around me. first of all, i think some of u guys know tat tmrw ( 29-01-05 ) is Jay Chou concert, i wanted to go but no ticket and even tho got ticket but the placing is at the side.. sigh, my friend says want to buy wan but dunno wat happen and keep on delaying the time, so in the end din buy... so wasted this chance man... but NEVER MIND.. SIMPLE PLAN AND AVRIL LAVIGNE MAY BE COMING DOWN TO K.L!! well, i read it in the newspaper * thanks pui ee * that they may be coming down to k.l but its not confirm yet... but they says that the ticket is on sale before cny? i myself dunno actually but oh my goodness, finally avril lavigne is coming down to ASIA.. sorry, i meant to MALAYSIA!!! wow wee, so happy and excited... =) i have been loving avril songs since Complicated came out.. when was that? i think it was during PMR tat time.. can't remember.. so love her song man!! GO AVRIL!! oh yeah, simple plan too... welcome to my life... =p

another update is bout my driving lesson, i left 4 more hours to reach 16 hours.. then i can do the test but i'm so not ready for the test but i am so eager to get my hands on my legal P license and drive my mum waja auto car. juz can't wait man.. even tho the time is so short, but it seems so long man... sigh, i haf to wait until next week, hope that i can get my license by Febuary. lol, last time i told my friends tat i can get my license before year 2005 but i was wrong. then i told my friend again by end of january, you will see me driving car wif the P sticker but once again, i'm wrong again. sigh, thanks to college and hw and quiz and test coming up... >.<>

can't believe it that 1 month at college is going to pass by man!! wow.. got used to college as in walking here and there.. finding places to go makan, go W.N Stationary Supplies to get my notes, do hw on my own, no more spoon feeding liao.. unlike school, everything is all...... there. notes, hw wif answers, food * the canteen is juz there, u do not need to think where to makan, wat to eat bcos the food is always the same menu. * the teachers go to ur classroom except going to science lab... unlike college, you got to go and find out where is your classroom. prefer college life and come to think about it, i never tot bout going back to skool. except go and collect your SPM results * i still can wait, i don't want to know so fast la * until now, i still don't know why some of my friends prefer school life?? hm? mebbe is bcos of friends? nah.. wait a minute, mebbe bcos of that but to be honest, i don't mind seeing the same old group friends of mine until graduation day.. or mebbe is bcos i mix wif my sister friends, all the working ppl.. no more student liao, telling me that friends will be always by your side but don't tell me that wateva u do, ur frens will follow you wan meh? or the opposite way? its lil bit crazy unless you all haf the same interest. which is quite hard to find those kind of frens.. or mebbe i am those ppl who is not meant to haf lots of friends but a number of friends will do.. sigh.. i may know a lot of people but do they even bother to know me, tats the question?? except for some of my close friends..

speaking of friends, i SO DAMN HATE MY CLASSMATES!!! * not going to tell u that person gender and name * let me tell you why, this person, thinks so smart. another person, weird. in wat way? talk lil bit then suddenly laugh.. quite scared at that person. another wan, always asking me stuff and tat fella always missing in action.. if u r always missing in action, better dun come to college.!!!! u think i'm wat? your journal? diary? notebook? damn, so piss! oh ya, when we haf break to eat lunch, everybody go their ways.. so far we never had like a gathering to know more bout each other.. nnnnnnNNNNNNoooOOOOOO.... the second we stepped out of the class, everybody go their way and dun bother bout other ppl.. wtf!! is like we all are lack of communication. sometimes i try to like get to know other ppl but after the introduction part * like ur name, previous wat skool, yada yada yada * i feel like... like... like.. tats all, end of conversation. i feel like they all very anti-social type of ppl. it so hard to get along wif those ppl. this is another reason why i prefer to be a lone-ranger than mixing wif other ppl. i see other group * well, we r divided into 3 group, group A, B and C. i am in group B * they all like can get along wif each other very well... seriously, i envy those ppl and i so wish tat my group can be like them but its quite hard to do tat. i myself haf no idea why or how or wat man... ggggggGGGGGrrrrRRRRR!! oh ya, sometimes i feel quite jealous of my other friends.. name? not telling ya.

well, yah tats bout it. hm, i feel so release... wow wee, can't believe it that i wrote so long man in my blog.. wah..

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